transitions

Dear Mom,

I´ll start by answering your questions:

1. Difficult things about transitioning home: I've heard that you get back home and it seems like all of your time as a missionary was a dream. What would I expect to be challenging? First things that come to mind are talking to girls, having to worry about the future, maintaining thoughts focused on the Lord, no more Spanish, no more being with other missionaries, among other things. However, I'm not exactly sure. I'm sure I'll be able to find much to do and lots of people to be with and strengthen at home. 

2. 1 Nephi: I feel like Nephi words are so faith inspiring. I love feeling uplifted by his hopeful attitude and determination. I've found it helpful to focus on a certain topic to not get bored by the storyline that is so well known

3. Christmas: I think I'm fine for Christmas. I would love to learn more about the relationship that you had and have with Grandpa Garth. Stuff like memories, stories, characteristics that you see in yourself and your siblings, how you think of him now, etc. If I write you a few questions about it, would you be able to write up little responses? 

4. Trip: Yes, I am game. I remember when I had the option to choose between weights and a ski trip with dad and I now wish I would have chosen the ski trip. I will be available for and supportive of a siblings trip.

5. Offices, Companions, Next Transfer: Elder Stokes is doing great. He has a lot of initiative and is focused on the work, therefore, he only has smooth sailing in front of him. I'm changing assignments in two weeks from today and will likely find out where to in just under two weeks. 

6. Things Learned: Wow, that is a lot of things. I would say that the primary thing that I have learned or at least become more aware of is the need for spiritual and emotional support from the Lord. I am unable to do all that is asked of me alone, much less in a loving and peaceful way without divine help. I often feel frustration or tiredness or apathy and although I know that what we do is important, it challenges me to give everything I've got. But I have great examples: you, dad, president Smith, and many others. Lots of examples of service that help me remember to depend on the Lord and to keep moving forward. 

There are many more things that I have learned and when time permits I will tell you more about it. 

 The work is going forward like always! I feel the need to do God's work and to help my brothers and sisters here. I frequently reflect on the prayers that proceeded my mission application and call and know that now is an important time of my mission. These months are the months that God gave me here that I wouldn't have had if my decision had been left to my own plans and desires. 

I love you, Mom! I wish I could write more and ask for your advice on the day to day challenges that come up here but I know that you are praying for me and that your faith is helping me. Thank you for everything!

Love,

Elder Smith